i'm sorry D:

i really dunno what to do ...~ somebody please help me ...~!
firstly ..i really don't want to tell anyone but finally i can't hold it anymore !
and i told my friend ...what should i do ???
i was so shocking and is happen suddenly ..!!
i'm so sorry if i really hurt you !
you know me very well ..~why u still doing this?don't u think u r stupid and silly ??
btw , u're still my good friend !
but not as good as last time ..i was saying it seriously ..
i'm diff. than poh shyn ~ she can be like happy-go-lucky ..but i don't think i can make it ..~
again , i'm so sorry D: